Trajectory

Here we are getting close to the end of December and the Year of the Ox is almost done. And, I now have a pretty solid picture of my trajectory over the year. Starting the year off strong helped me to build momentum and projected me forward. For the normally cautious me, it was a bit like being shot out of a cannon, in a good way.

The first 7 months were a result of conscious decisions made and actions taken. I found that being on an upward trajectory created a desire to continue the momentum and find ways to build on the results. That trajectory however didn't last when I found my emotional state and internal engine starting to sputter, running out of gas. Some obstacles can be planned for and others are more random, coming at us with no warning.

I've learned that internal, emotional and ego based stuff can be the most difficult to discern and overcome. Taking care of myself has to always be at the top of the list. And I know even when unexpected life events occur, I still have a large measure of control that will allow me to take charge. How I react, the decisions I make and the actions I take are all mine and knowing this can help me to reset and make adjustments. Practicing gratitude can help me recognize and shift my focus to the positives. Also leading a balanced, healthy lifestyle provides a solid base to operate from. 

That downward trajectory could have been much worse if I hadn't continued to blog. Keeping up with the weekly blogs helped to keep me engaged with the rest of the team. Self reflection and blogging also helped to anchor me and provide at least some forward momentum. 

Putting all of this into practice is the true test. I am encouraged though by my ability to draw on some of the tools in my tool box. Things could have been worse and all was not lost. It is simply a matter of finding even just one tool that will keep me afloat until I find a way to navigate through whatever is holding me back. 

My trajectory is what I make it and how I respond to the transitions along the way. I keep in front of me the knowledge that every obstacle put in my way provides lessons and potential growth.

Namaste everyone!