This blog is difficult for me to write and I debated with myself if I should post this publicly. As you can see I decided to add the blog for everyone to read as it is honest and gives a more complete view of my journey.
The dragon dance during our Canada Day demonstration was very challenging for me. I had a similar experience last year at Shikaoi park doing the dragon dance. I had chalked it up at the time to the very small space, tight corners, obstacles and knee issues.
I wasn’t overly concerned about this years outdoor demo as I remembered it being flat with more space to move around. What I hadn’t factored in was the wind. That wind played havoc. It was like being attached to a large kite that wanted to take flight and fighting both hands and feet with every step.
There is no stopping when you're in the middle of a live dragon dance performance. Each of us 9 dragon dancers is counting on each other. I remember a moment feeling like I was on the edge, and knowing this is a make it or break it situation. So even though there was a moment where I didn't think I could continue and worried about loosing my footing or my grip, I dug deep! I had to, there was no other choice. So many thoughts, awareness and actions had to take place in a very brief time while on the move. My legs and feet began to feel like lead weights so I focused on controlling my breathing and taking deeper breaths. I also worked on picking up my feet more all while staying aware of the sequence and switching hands as needed. It was a combination of determination and self preservation and not wanting to let down the team that helped me to complete the dragon dance.
After we finished the dragon dance I really wanted to fall down onto the ground huffing and puffing in exhaustion. Instead I sat on the bench for a few seconds controlled my breathing and mentally prepared myself to get up and do my hand form. I had to take all that physical and mental chaos and switch gears to perform Tai Chi.
Overall the day was a combination of challenges, both mental and physical, some great team bonding and greatness from everyone that took part that day.
I know the safest choice for me and the rest of the dragon dancers is to no longer take part in outdoor events. I plan to still practice indoors and hopefully take part during indoor performances. And who knows maybe an outdoor dragon dance will be doable in the future.
Totals
Push ups & Sit ups: 850/23960
Hand form: 13/321
Weapon form: 14/352
KM: 27/755
AOK: 29/778
Sparring: 6/136
Blogs: 1/29
Yoga: 30/12hrs
Tai Chi: 16/444
MM:19/581
I found that dragon dance particularly challenging, too. I think it's wise to consider your safety going forward!
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