The biggest challenge I’ve been trying to work through this week has been more of an internal struggle. I find myself thinking back to the days when life and priorities were easier to manage, and opportunities to train were abundant. Looking back I'm aware of the missed moments and wasted time, but also very aware this is all part of my personal path and journey. I've learned these feelings need to be explored a bit without dwelling on things overly much. I find it helps to recognize the negative feelings happening internally and work through the issue so that I can move on and move forward.
Forward momentum will naturally look different since the addition of a growing and active pup. There have already been more challenges to work through than expected. In addition to the challenges she also helps to keep me focused and attentive and brings me joy. Km for the year are certainly not going to be a problem with all the daily walks. In the short time she has been a part of my life I’ve already spent more time this winter outside, breathing in the fresh air, enjoying the gently falling snow at night and gazing up at the stars than any previous winter. I’m usually much more of a cocoon inside until spring comes type of person.
Looking back at missed or under-utilized moments helps me to embrace the here and now. With the change in priorities I have gained much and am learning to make better use of my time and find new solutions. If I step out of my box and maybe do a few things differently I know I can find some new and workable opportunities and maybe even get a bit creative. As Sifu Brinker says - work and train smarter!
Part of my overall goal for this year is to build on my enthusiasm, intentionality and inspiration. And as I write this I’m realizing the struggles, the challenges and opportunities that come my way will all help me to get to where I want to be and am meant to be.
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