Declutter & Follow Through

I signed up at the beginning of the year to be a member of the dog team knowing what to expect as this is not my first year on the team. Although there is no actual dotted line to sign on there was still an agreement and commitment made. I know that I have not followed through completely with that commitment though. When I look back and revisit the commitment I made at the beginning of the year I don't feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

Mostly I'm following alongside the wagon. I know what needs to be done to get back on, but I just can't quite seem to get enough steam going. When I initially fell off the wagon there were some good reasons and as those reasons were resolved it was hard to get back on. Part of the problem is I was  having success with completing my personal goals even though the team requirements were getting somewhat dusty. That success created an attitude of complacency.

So I question what is going on and where my motivation has gone? I'm not exactly sure, but I think the clutter in my mind regarding my Kung Fu training has spilled over and somewhat affected other areas. It's definitely time to declutter and sort some things out and for that I am going to need some assistance. Right now it's not about whether or not I want to get back on the wagon, but rather following through with the commitment I made to myself and the team.

Namaste,

Michele Ward