I Am Blessed!

I am blessed!!

I view this as more than just gratitude. Feeling blessed takes gratitude to the next level. It is a higher level of appreciation and understanding, and a way of being. A deep experiencing of life and the ability to own and love where I am at or at least be content with where I am at. Even when I feel like I am continuously swimming with no land or finish line in sight, I feel blessed because I have the ability to see all the gifts that surround me.

The 'I am project' has fostered an increased sense of personal awareness and the development of a more positive outlook. I'd be lying if I said all has changed and life is perfect. I still struggle. My mind still tries to lead me to some negative places at times. Overall though, I am feeling calmer and less concerned with what may or may not happen in the future. I feel more grounded. There is more positive awareness and less push and pull happening. 

When I stop to consider the topics I've chosen so far this year, it is not surprising that I am currently in this more grounded mental and emotional space. Simply reflecting and writing about each of these topics has nourished seeds that were already planted within me and just needing some attention.  

Just a few short days ago, I had to make the very difficult decision to help our dog, Radix pass on. Radix joined our family during a very difficult time in my life and has been by my side for almost 14 years. His quality of life had diminished greatly in the past couple of months and had been on pain medication with very little effect. Each day was getting more and more difficult for him. I am heartbroken and at the same time feel blessed to have had him by my side for all those years. 

Your Canine Guardian Angel

By Kelly Roper

I know that you must miss me,
By the tears rolling down your face.
But believe me when I tell you that,
I'm in a very good place.

There are meadows here to run in,
And plenty of rabbits to chase.
There are other dogs to play with,
To frolic with and race.

So please don't worry about me,
My spirit feels light as can be.
There's no more pain to plague me,
I'm young again and free.

And I'll be watching over you still,
of that you can be sure.
I'm your canine guardian angel,
And my love for you remains pure.