Am I having fun? Or… is it all work? This was asked of me recently with regard to my forms.
I know there is a measure of enjoyment and satisfaction as I work through problem areas and feel the difference a small adjustment can make. Also applying what I’m learning in Tai Chi to my forms and also being able to apply aspects of my forms to my Tai Chi has been very inspiring and impactful all around. So yes, although it has been work, my time spent practicing is very satisfying and is moving me forward.
Where is the fun, and where is the love though? I knew almost immediately I’ve gotten caught up in applying lessons, connecting dots and improving. I’ve forgotten to just be in the form. To let go, have fun and practice for simple enjoyment.
There is a sense of freedom I feel when I let myself go and just move freely. The form becomes a moving meditation. Six harmonies start to align and magic happens. Unfortunately I don’t practice this way very often.
Moving with joy and love in my heart can add another much needed layer and depth to my training and bring joy. I’ve always enjoyed forms, now it’s time to let go and surrender to the form with pure enjoyment. This is what will sustain me long term for years to come.
